I am going back tomorrow. Today is a little better than the past few, but I am still mad, upset, pissed, whatever you might say. I sleep until 3pm (minus a phone call from Michael at 8am). After I get up, TV pretty much fills the day. In fact, its a lot like Thursday. The only signifigant production is my "meditations". I had wanted to write a second one, but never got to it. Mike called this evening and actually the idea of going back to a more structured envronment seem exciting.