Jul 21 2001


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It has been 2 years since I even thought about journalling. And I guarantee there will be stuff here thaot should not be available to the public. But tough noogies. I have begun to feel the need to “get it all out” like I did back in 1999 and so ere is where it should go.

Back then it was Eric’s death. Side Note here I will use names with no explaination as to who they are. This is my journal, you are just allowed to read it. Now it is the pressures of work. Don’t get me wrong, I love what I do, but lately, Michael has been pushing for more and more from me, and it is starting to wear thin.

Despite the pressures of work, I still find time to goof-off online. For the past couple of months, a lot of that goofoff time was being spent talking to a young woman named Ela. She had a website, and took it down. She had a Yahoo! group, and just a couple of days ago, she took that out too. Why? Well, part of it stems from a rather involved post I made. The essence of the post was, why are a group of supposedly grown men (many of whom were likely in relationships with other women) ‘hanging around’ this woman? Now, I was my typically evil self in the post. (yeah, I am evil now. This last act confirms it) So, she dumped out. Now this is a wonderful, nice, talented, etc….and , oh yeah, extremely hot-looking woman. I haven’t been that close to “the perfect woman” in ages. Best part was, she is crazy as a bedbug. Can I pick ‘em or what?

Same day as Ela takes a trip to self-exile land, I get an email from a personals ad I placed ages ago (at LEAST 6 months) and I answered it. No reply yet, but hey, it was a longshot to start with.